re: mental health, positive
hm, so fae mentioned how fae planned to write about what made faer feel better "tomorrow", but well, since then fae got pretty sick, and was like, yeah, let's wait till fae feels betterso, okay, may as well talk about trauma responses: essentially fight, flight, freeze, and fawn
fae is admittedly,,, very traumatized, and while living with faer parents, flight, fight, and freeze don't,,, exactly work all that well when stuck in a house pretty much
which leaves fawn, and fawning fae did
even when fae no longer lives with faer parents, it's so hard not to overanalyze everything in order to feel safe, because, well, that helped when dealing with parents
but now fawning is very much a problem, fae is constantly trying to people please everyone, at a pretty great cost to faerself, and it very much sucks
fae already announced leaving discord, this was mostly a matter of timing of all the ongoing discord nonsense (but the plan was to leave it even if discord wouldn't do stupid things), and well, ultimately fae wants to effectively leave the internet, at least for now
trying to appease everyone is very much tiring, and fae would pretty much give a lot of time for faerself, interact with others a lot less
so, yeah, fae is going to mostly leave fedi, at least for now
,,, fae is kinda scared of the future fae is moving towards into, but,,, may as well say, thank you everynyan for being there, fae really appreciates all your help through-out all the time fae was on fedi, nyaa~
there is a possibility fae is going to still write on fedi, but it's going to be much less than it was in the past
bye~, meow~
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