mental health, extremely negative, mentioning sui
so sometimes fae feels amazing, like today (well, today is relative, considering it's like 2am right now for faer), fae even played some board games with friends and faer brother irl, like, unstable unicorns, codenames, and munchkin, and it was certainly very funand right now fae is feeling like,,, things would be better without faer, nobody would miss faer, fae would be better of dead
fae knows it's not true, however fae is thinking stuff like that, and is genuinely not sure what to do about it
,,, not that anyone can help,,,
haha, why is this sylveon even posting this, like those negative feelings are all the time for faer,,, but usually fae doesn't write about those to not worry others,,,