thoughts about my mental health
so i was watching through therapist plays needy streamer overload, and huh, at one point he said the followingTaking your work home with you is a great way to blow past your stress limit, and, uh, so is never taking yourself out of the like streamer mentality. The fact that our time going out or time on the internet or time hanging out or even sleep is activities for the stream means that she's never not in streamer mode. So, the stress is extremely inflated, to this point.huh,,, yeah, guessing that is part of an issue, anything i do ultimately is for the purpose of making posts on fedi, which is so extremely unhealthy,,,
wonder how i could stop doing this,,,
i wonder how i could stop doing things just so that they could potentially end up in me writing interesting posts on fedi,,,
but yeah, said directly like that, yeah, no, me posting on fedi feels like a job
,,, and it's not that i earn any money from that
if i was reasonyable, i would take a break from fedi,,, but,,, ugh,,, doing so feels scary,,, i would feel lonely without fedi
actually, you know what, please tell me to take a break, genuinely, please do, i have a bit of a problem with people pleasing, so,,, if people are going to tell me to take a break, maybe i'm actually going to listen
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